hmmm... pondering

Isnt it something when you sit all alone and think?

What do you think of?

Here are my thoughts for the day:

CHOICES: why do we make them?

I think of where I am in life and where I could of been had I made better choices when I was younger.

Then I sit here thinking how damn selfish I am, I have a wonderful family, and kids and fiancee.

Then what plays most on my mind is the simple but so true fact that as I wake up everyday I wonder ... Is today the day?

And I have such a sick feeling as the day goes on till I talk with my dad, just to know for this day he is ok and is still here.

I realize your parents won't be around forever but , when we found out about the cancer I got to say it has tore a part of my heart out.

Friends come and friends go but my parents have always been my rock.

IN short, I am so happy to have the time I have with him, but at the same time I am selfish and need him.

This picture was the huge Thanksgiving dinner we had at the hall in Dawson., 160 ppl came. It was also there 37 wedding anniversary and Dillons birthday.

We had a slideshow of my parents from the family album, pictures from them at the prom to when all us kids were little and his truck and his paving jobs , just everything that is important to him and my dad cried .

As I handed him a tissue I looked around the room and I did not see one dry eye in the whole place !!!

PHOTO: Me of course my daddy my brother Dale,and sister Sammi and then my dads sister, Hazel...